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The first time I saw him standing there singing his heart to the world, I knew he was something special. My instant thought was I want to become good friends with this kid. I stopped to listen and watch. I heard his lyrics and saw him play. His music was amazing, so deep. I didn’t know how people didn’t see his talent. I stood at watch and I wished I could do that. When he finished I went over an talked to him to figure out who this guy was. As we talked, I realized I wanted to get to know him. I wanted to be taught, be listen to, I wanted to become his friend, the one he wrote his songs about. But the problem with this was that he was well known. He talks to so many people that he badly even remembers their names. And I an one of them. But that is ok. I can just listen to his music and listen to the melodies and lyrics that make me want to be like that, write like that, inspire like that. Deardearest is my inspiration. And one day I shall become something like that. I will someone who inspires people like he did for me. But the thing is… I will remember the people like me…

I don’t even know….

So well yeah, I don’t even know what to blog lol… But I’ll try ayee. Haha so, well iv got my trial exams for yr10 certificate coming up (help me!) I probably should be studying up by you know iv got better things to do (like go to exoday) haha…. So that’s kinda on my mind lately. That and also the fact I’d really like to start up a band. Like really start one. Iv got two guitarist, me an my bestfriend Jamie (even tho I’m not that great), a bass player who is my friend Andrew, no drums but looking into it and deffinatly no singer(I wish I could sing tho). Other than that iv been working alot and chilling with people haha… But yeahh, I’m keen coz I’m going to Melbourne in January:D (ROAD TRIP!) and february 27th soundwavefest is on. So even more keen:) haha Anyway, goodnight all tumblrarians :) sweet dreams and I’m off coz Iv been writing this to make myself tried haha(it worked) Xoxo

I wish I was at boys like girls and hot chelle Rae concert when they were out here is aust. Meeting Ian keaggy was amazing:) wish I coulda met them all but… Another time tho:)

I wish I was at boys like girls and hot chelle Rae concert when they were out here is aust. Meeting Ian keaggy was amazing:) wish I coulda met them all but… Another time tho:)

A dream

Your starting to feel tired and you eyes are badly able to stay open so slowly you start to plod your way to bed. You turn ur light on and do what you have to before you get into bed. As your getting into bed your thinking to yourself ‘ahh how great, early bed so I won’t be tired tomorrow’. Your head hits the pillow and then suddenly you realize your not really tired and your eyes arnt droppy anymore and you feel like you could go do something. Your thinking to yourself ‘damn it, all that brushing of the teeth and getting my music on and getting into be has made me awake again’ and you start to get annoyed. You close your eyes and try and make yourself fall asleep but you start remembering things you don’t want to or picturing things you’d rather not so you open your eyes to clear them away. You think about what I’d like to dream about and close them again. You see it all and you feel better. But still not sleep you look at your clock, time ticks on… 10mins, 20mins and hr passes. You start getting annoyed. Eventually you give up and just lie there till you start feeling sleepy. It’s not till about 3hrs later your eyes shut on yourself and you start to see a world where your ment to be. A world much better than reality. A dream.

‘i would give all i have, just to be what you need , until the end, i’d give myself to be and to hold you close again’ come around- sing it loud
i love the Czech Republic. Only there youd find veryy pretty amazing old heritage buildings with a random mcdonalds in them. and in the most randomest small old towns too. lol. oh how the world is amazing <3  

i love the Czech Republic. Only there youd find veryy pretty amazing old heritage buildings with a random mcdonalds in them. and in the most randomest small old towns too. lol. oh how the world is amazing <3  

some people….

it reallly is annoying when people critize you even thought they have made the exact same mistakes even worse ones than you havea nd yet they still have a go at you… grrr it just gets on my nerves!!!! some people really just need to stop thinking about themselves and take a looka round them and realise that other people also matter and it really is real life…… gah!

I really do like nevershoutnever :)

I really do like nevershoutnever :)

Swings are so much fun :)

Swings are so much fun :)

Mmm yeahh